Stand in the Rain

"What happened to you?! Is it the braces?!"
My cute A&P prof asked me that question today.. after repeatedly failing 3 quizzes in the row. As in, REALLY HORRENDOUSLY FAILING. What happened to that Straight A student? My emotions have really affected my studies.. but thankfully, those emotions always bring me back before Christ, humble. Yeah, my grades are suffering tremendously.. but He is sovereign. It's gonna be a stressful week... be still, Twig..be still...
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There's gonna be Thunderstorms outside very soon.. and I CANNOT WAIT. Yes, blow! spatter! roar! thunder! lightning! be louddddd!!! I don't know why I want it to storm so bad.. but it reminds me of this song I've sang like 6x today: Stand in the Rain
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She never slows down
She doesn't know why but
she knows that when
She's all alone feels
Like it's all coming down
She won't turn around
The shadows are long
And she fears if she cries
That first tear
The tears will not stop
Raining down

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day what's lost can be found
You stand in the rain

She won't make a sound
Alone in this fight with herself
And the fears whispering
If she stands, she'll fall down
She wants to be found but
The only way out is through
everything she's running from
Wants to give up and lie down