Dreams

I ask to see Your eyes before I go to sleep. If not eyes, maybe a hug would do. Though I used to be disappointed when You didn't grant that to me, I trust in Your perfect will. I will wait.

But why? Why give me dreams about my old life? Why give me dreams about someone else? When I am awake, I am conscious and can fight my thoughts and memories. But when I sleep, everything just flows by itself. If you don't give me dreams about Your eyes.. that's cool. But will You please take every other dream away..dreams that make me so sad or so frustrated when I wake up...? I don't like to start my day like that. I don't. I will like to start my day thinking about my Lord Jesus Christ, not anyone else.

But on the other hand, I had a pretty good weekend :)
Kelly highlighted my hair.. but it doesn't really show... wah wah.

I surrender this coming week to You, Lord Jesus. It's all YOURS.