Friday, September 11, 2009

Mark 10: 17-22

Fioho's post really made me think. If I run up to Jesus, fell on my knees, what will HE tell me? Will He tell me to sell my possessions? Or will He simply ask that I follow Him? What is that ONE THING that I lack? He desires every inch of my heart. Is EVERY INCH of my heart..truly, genuinely, fully HIS? Are there any alabaster jars that I cling on to so tightly? Oh Holy Spirit... reveal it to me. I am waiting for Your voice. Just like the last time, I am willing to "go, sell everything, and give it to the poor." It hurts, Lord Jesus, to have You on the throne of my heart. There are a thousand things, a thousand forces, fighting furiously for that spot. Letting go tore me apart into pieces..but in the end, it's all worth it..because You are worth it. Lord Jesus, I'm willing to let go..let go..and let go..until I am fully YOURS. Because.. there is no better place to be, than to be fully surrendered to YOU. I love You, Lord Jesus.

Sleepover at Kelly's every Thursday have been so encouraging. I'm so blessed to be able to walk alongside her.. and just see how much she has grown these couple months. I'm so glad that we are able to share our hearts with each other at the weewee hours of the night.. and then pray to sleep together :) Thank You, Lord Jesus.
(HELLO KELLY, are you reading this? :])

OK. SO MUCH TO DO TODAY. Lord Jesus, today, September 11, 2009 is YOURS. May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart..be pleasing to You Lord Jesus. You ARE the Lord of today and forevermore. Everything for your glory, Abuhjiii.. wo aii nee, ye shu!!

El Shaddai, El Yonna Adonai, er kam ka na Adonai


p.s. HAPPY BIRTHDAY wu gui SLOWPOKEE :P