my beautiful friends :) Evonne and I spent 2 HOURS and 15 MINUTES going over SEVEN verses in Ephesians. It was such a short passage..but we spent such a long time talking about the word "LOVE" and the word "ROOT." It is SO GOOD studying Your LIVING TRUTH. It is SO GOOD to be covered by Your blood.
BUT LORD JESUS. EVERYONE IS SO BROKEN. Not everyone understands with their HEART that they are SAVED, REDEEMED, AND UNASHAMED BY YOUR BLOOD. THERE ARE SO MANY BROKEN PEOPLE OUT THEREEEEEEEEEEEEEE...
IV has gained more people. people walk in, sing songs, hang out, walk out. but WHERE IS THEIR HEART?
a brother fighting in cycles and cycles of porn & masturbation.. so much shame
a sister drowning in cycles and cycles of porn & masturbation.. so much loneliness
a sister cutting herself because she feels hopeless
a friend waking up to find a much older man on top of her
siblings in CHRIST backstabbing and hurting each other
a friend who walks into anatomy with a frown, with cuss words, with anger everyday
a friend who struggles with homosexuality thinking that it's her identity
a brother who struggles to honor his parents and yet put You first in his life
a sister wounded from dirty experiences, parents' divorce, and words of her mom's tongue
a friend who went through the motions for YEARS but have not experienced Your blood
a brother who hears those effing bastards whispering in his ears, throwing lies at him
a brother who is abandoned, crushed, and feels as if no one cares
a friend who is a child of the demon. yes, if you're not of Christ, you're of the bastards. (John 8:42)
a sister who has fallen KAHZILLION times and yet keeps falling
a sister whose couple family relatives passed away in the same period of time
a friend who goes to work, study, work, study, work, study, and nothing else
MUST I GO ON?! Everytime an ambulance passes by, my mind just wonders, "was there DEATH?! Was the person a believer? Are they in hell?!"
EVERYDAY, PEOPLE ARE HEADING TOWARDS HELL.. AND WHAT ON EARTH ARE WE, BELIEVERS OF JESUS CHRIST, DOING?!!?
Oh Lord, 3 months ago.. I was dashing down the streets.. disregarding every red light, wanting to just end the pain. Ridiculous. 3 months later, You have DELIVERED ME COMPLETELY, healed me to my utter most, crushed the STUPID STRONGHOLDS, wiped away the DIRTY MEMORIES..completely washed me white as snow. HOW I DESIRE, AHBUJII, that the whole world will experience this INSANE LOVE YOU HAVE FOR THEM.
You are sovereign. You are faithful. You are full of love. You are the AUTHOR of love. You love the Losts and my brothers&sisters SO MUCH MORE than I can ever love them. PLEASE JESUS, RAIN DOWN YOUR LOVE! OPEN THE FLOODGATES OF HEAVEN AND JUST POURRRRRRR!!! Even when situations seem so bleak, I trust in Your light to penetrate through every hardened heart.
Let it rain. Let it rain!!!
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