iFEAR

LOSING PEOPLE.
As I'm closer and closer with my friends, I always CRY at the thought of losing them one day. One time is enough. One brutal, drastic, out-of-the blue cut is ENOUGH. Does He really give and take away? How if like the last time, I wake up one morning, and Sandy, Bei, Kinpuffs, or any of my other close friends are COMPLETELY CUT from my life?!?! I can't go for another round. One round is enough. Do I really have to consider EVERYTHING RUBBISH compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing You? Does following Jesus Christ really mean, holding loosely to ANYTHING WE HAVE, and able to let it go when He says so?

More than three months later, even with my new life, you're still very important to me. My Ahbujii is 100000x more important.
I miss you, my friend.
I hope that I won't have to say that to any of my other friends one day.
But as always, Your voice is too compelling.. what do I have that can resist it?