Thursday, December 10, 2009

Intimate Warrior

We came out of missions.. both delivered. But why? Why is she still struggling so much? Why are the Evil Bastards still throwing all these lies at her? Why is she believing in these lies? Why is she still struggling with so much shame, regret, and doubt? Why this endless cycle of hell?

I lift her up into Your mighty living hands. She really needs you tonight. Will you please embrace her? Intimate Warrior, God's covered you upside down, inside out with HIS PRECIOUS BLOOD. You have the power to demolish arguments, strongholds, and any lies. SEND IT TO THE FOOT OF THE CROSS. You belong to Jesus Christ and NOTHING can change that.

I sing this song for her. Please intercede, HolyGee. Intercede for Your Intimate Warrior.




Feels like I've been here forever,
Why can't you just intervene,
Do you see the tears are falling?
And I'm falling apart at the seams.

But you never said the road would be easy,
But you said that you would never leave.
And you never promised that this life wasn't hard,
But you promised you'd take care of me.

So I'll stop searching for the answers,
I'll stop praying for and asking,
I'll trust you God with where I am,
And believe you will have your way,
Just have your way,
Just have your way.

My friends and my family have left me
I feel so ashamed and so cold,
Remind you take broken things and turn them into beautiful
Even if my dreams have died,
Even if I don't survive,
I'll still worship you with all my life.