I Have Decided..

I have decided to follow Jesus
I have decided to follow Jesus
No turning back, no turning back.

Even if I have to go through what I went through this morning for the rest of my life, I'm willing to. I'm willing to go through as much pain as you allow, cry as much tears as you want, give up as much as You desire..

My heart never agreed to this but it has become the ultimate victim. I followed Your voice but my heart had to suffer. It's okay. I know You've been healing me through and through. You are so good to me.
Even when Your discipline may seem so ruthless and violent. I know that deep down, You're full of so much love for me..so much love that I can just drown in it.

Your cross compels me from the bottom of my heart. I can't help but listen to Your voice. I can't help but give You all that I am. I can't help but love You back, no matter the circumstance, the hurt, the cost. Your cross is too compelling, too irresistable.

I have chosen You. I will choose You everyday. I love You, my Ahbujii.