Groans

Taken by Kinpuffs @ IVCF Retreat 2009

"In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance with God's will. And we know that in all things, God works for the good of those who LOVE him, who have been called according to His purpose."
Romans 8: 26-28

3 months ago, I was laying down on a cot after a rough and draining deliverance. You gave me not only Your Son Jesus Christ, but a very special gift that would bolster our intimacy. You KNEW exactly what I needed to fight and cry through the next three months.. YOU knew that the stronghold was so deep, the hurt is so painful..and that my words will be completely insufficient to express those groans. HolyGee, thank You so much for interceding for me when my tears, screams, and words are terribly inadequate. Thank You for groaning with me and feeling the burdens of my weaknesses and sufferings. Thank You for praying with me and FOR me so that I may draw closer to my Father's will in midst of all this. Thank You so much for sharing every single burden with me, crying ever single tear with me. Many times, I felt as if You were not there..but in retrospect, YOUR GRACE IS SUFFICIENT FOR MY EVERY NEED.

Thank You so much.

P.S. Kinpuffs is coming back SATURDAY!!!! :)
P.S.S I usually don't remember my dreams or remember the really agonizing ones. Last night, I dreamt that I was the best longboarder at UTD! Pwned!
P.S.S.S I can't keep skipping church everytime they're back. When WinterBreak hits, does that mean I'm gonna be skipping church for 4 weeks? No, that's just unhealthy. I need to find a secondary church.. any suggestions?