Blown Away

Tonight, I decided to skip sg to be with my friend who ain't feeling too good. I was sad because I wanted to see my sg girls.. cause I miss them and love them so dearly. When we made it back to the apt after tapping, Jenny&Kinpuffs&Morgborg were THERE waiting for us..wanting to pray for us. I was so amazingly touched as we held hands and just pray. Oh, my dear sisters in Christ.

Morgborg said something that blew me away. No, the HOLYGEE blew me away.

"The Spirit of God is closer to us than our very breath."

I don't know why.. but I became insanely excited. The excitement grew exponentially that my very actions and human words couldn't describe it. When I went to my car, "My Deliverer" played.

He is.. MY deliverer. MY deliverer. MY deliverer from all my wretchedness!!
Ahbujii brought me back to the night He delivered me at Love Corps.
Ahbujii reminded me that He delivered me DAILY last semester through all the rip and pain.
HE NEVER LEFT ME. Those nights, those mornings, those painful days... HE WAS THERE THE WHOLE TIME.

"I was there...I was there..you did it for ME."

He is MY deliverer..He is my very personal DELIVERER.
In my car Gassy, I was screaming, crying, shouting, singing, praising, speeding... He is MY deliverer.

HE IS MY DELIVERER!!!!!!!

When I walked out of Gassy to my house, I took a deep breath in.

He is closer to me than my VERY BREATH.

He is so close to me. Oh He is so near!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I will never breathe the same again.
He is right here. Right now. In my very breath.
closer to me than my very breath

[inhale]Intimacy[exhale]Be Near.